Sea Girl

Short stories I wrote during lockdown..

The lost girl

I’m wondering where I am I thought I was safe. Now I have no idea where I am. My mum left me here and said for me to wait that was over half an hour ago. I feel anxious and confused. One minute we where just out in the car and the next she drops me in this field. I

Mean she didn’t say if she was going to get the dog to bring him back or what. As I was busy on Snapchat and my other apps I used up my Battery. It’s getting darker now and cold. As we went to the shops I only

Put on my thin hoody as I thought we would be back. I thought me and my mum were okay. She’s lovely

But I can be kind of difficult at time’s. I mean like , in the fact that I don’t always listen to her and ignore her when she tells me to do certain things. She’s had me tested for support but has received nothing .. they say I’m

Just anxious or depressed. That doesn’t explain my self harming or my rocking when I become anxious. Sometimes I just don’t talk to anyone it isn’t my fault . I just get overwhelmed. I want to close off the world . I mean in the shops it was pretty hectic and I had become cross at my mum for taking so long, I mean I know where this field is to walk

Home. But maybe I don’t want to .. maybe I like the silence , hearing the birds sing and seeing the sky turn dark. But I’m

Hungry to and worried about my

GCSEs with all this lockdown stuff I don’t really know what’s going on with it?